Abuse Me

You scream at me, call me manipulator

say im stupid, or that im spoiled.

"The world doesn't revolve around you" dont you think I know that...

you accuse me with your words "slut, liar, self centered"

you beat me...with your words

slowly destroy me, abuse me

you say "get a backbone, dont be so emotional"

the tears I cry are for you! and you only see them as manipulation to try to get my own way

"you live by double standards, your just like your mother" theres no wonder as to why she left you...

You read my texts, listen to my conversations...have you tapped my fone yet?

I have no choice, no freedom

I must watch what I say and do, i must hide myself from you

Good grades are not enough...they must be perfect in order for you to be pleased

I am not enough for you...

why not?

I must excel at everything you shove at me...dont you see your shoving me away?

you wonder as to why I hide in my room, or behind my iPod

its to hide from you

your taunts and jeers cut me like a knife

your accusations of getting pregnant and being needy bruise me

why dont you just hit me? it would hurt less

no one knows about my abuse, because the scars I carry reside on my heart

people dont think its that bad compared to physical abuse...its worse

All I want is to be cared about, to be told good job...

After it all you say you love me...


liar